辛曉琪叛逆天使  

 

辛曉琪叛逆天使

 

記者/王振文報道

 

為了凡人治療,但天使自己也會受傷。

受傷後,變得更堅強。

懂得更加開朗,更加叛逆。

 

天使脫了沉重的長袍,第一次在民間展現出真實的自我。輕巧的感覺,還真好。

 

 

 

 

“真的那麼性感嗎?”

談起自己最新專輯中的亮麗造型,辛曉琪還是很懷疑自己是否真的很性感。

“其實,原來完全沒想到性感這回事。沒想到照片拍出後,不少人尤其是男生看了都說嘩,好性感哦!我自己也嚇了一跳,這是之前完全沒有預料到的。”

“過去曾經嘗試過那麼多造型,但還是喜歡這次的清涼裝,因為自己蠻“輕鬆”的,又得到很好的效果,哈哈!以前不太敢替自己打理造型,但是在這圈子久了,越來越懂得自己要什麼,懂得哪種造型最適合自己。

 

過去的辛曉琪,很沉重。並非不是自己,而是大家一直都只看到她沉重的一面

“別人幫你做專輯,做造型,那是別人的想法。一不小心就會變得很“別人”。說真的,你穿什麼最好,你自己的優點,你自己最清楚。這次造型服飾的顔色也比較亮麗,由於是我所想要穿的衣服,所以感覺比較自在,同時把自信也給唱出來。

 

新歌加精選專輯《我也會愛上別人的》中,辛曉琪修長的美腿佔了封面的大半截。問及是否對自己的美腿很有信心,她反而不好意思地嗯啊了一會,才尷尬地回答說:“其實公司和朋友慫恿了我很多年。他們以前就告訴我說,咦,你那雙腿很不錯啊,為什麼不露呢。一直念了很多年,今年突然叮一聲地開竅了,覺得其實也沒什麼,就毫不猶豫地“脫”了。

 

“我現在不管是工作還是生活,都希望是簡簡單單、輕輕松松的,然後作重要的是快樂。可能是因為近幾年來身邊發生太多無常的事情吧,朋友砰一聲就離開了,會覺得人生那麼短暫,為何讓自己那麼痛苦?為何與自己過不去呢?只要想通之後,就可以輕易地放開很多事情。”

 

受了傷的天使最怕獨處。自怨自艾只會讓傷口越難愈合。長痛不如短痛,天使懂得這道理。復原後,心堥S有一絲遺憾。

 

因為多年前的《領悟》拯救了一名企圖自殺的小歌迷,所以辛曉琪給冠上“療傷歌后”的美譽。歌后替人療傷,那誰來替她療傷呢?

 

“嗯 … … 嚴格來說,是自己吧。因為我覺得在傷痛沮喪的時候,你還是得靠自己走出來。但我很慶幸,有幾個知心好友一直陪伴著我度過過去灰暗期。因為當我很沮喪痛苦的時候,我是一定要找朋友聊天的。一些好朋友就會把我抓出來,不讓我一個人在家,甚至拉我去她們家住。有這些朋友,一輩子真的很滿足。”“但是,有這些朋友還不夠,自己還是很努力,告訴自己:我不要這樣的生活,我要讓自己快樂起來,重新出發。所以呢,還是要靠自己。”

 

水瓶座的辛曉琪,一旦墜入愛情,就會全情投入。每次都愛得很糟糕,但她還是寧可爽快地放手,而不願拖拖拉拉。“你要認清楚事實。不管是不甘心、因為面子還是自尊心的問題都好,就趕快抽手、放掉吧。你放開手,就等於是放你自己。”

 

領悟,來得多麼地疼痛。凡人,就是愚笨。

 

 

“人,就是賤啊!如果你一直處在很順利的環境中,真的就會不知人間疾苦。人一定要經過一些痛苦、挫折與折磨,你才會放低身段,面對自己最脆弱、醜陋的一面。”

 

一般凡人很難以置信,苦苦唱著“那多麼痛的領悟 … … ”的天使,心智其實只有十歲而已。

 

沒辦法。就是沒辦法把之前心中的辛曉琪,和坐在面前時而大笑,時而露出狡狡捷眼神的好動小女生連接起來。她的企劃在接受台灣一個節目訪問時表示,辛曉其根本就只是一個十歲的小女生。後來東風台的塔羅牌綜藝節目,主持人更測試,表示辛曉琪的心智只有8歲,還少了兩歲

 

 

後記

 

當天堂充斥著有的沒的的天使時,我們就更加需要溫暖的療傷天使。祝願天使,能早日尋獲屬於自己的避風港。

 

   天真宣言

  • 別看我今年已過四十,其實我還是很憧憬白馬王子和世紀婚禮等浪漫情景,呵呵!

  • 我很常坐飛機,每次都會很期待;誰會坐在我身邊呢?(但據透露,每次都令人失望)

  • 做過浪漫的事情:接受比我小15的男生,夠荒謬了吧?哈哈!

  • 朋友們都很擔心我,說如果我再談戀愛,肯定又會再受傷。但我還是希望能早日遇到我喜歡的男人啊!老頭子,肌肉猛男和悶悶猶豫男就免了,呵呵!

  • 會不會公開我下一段戀情?不得已才會公開囉!我的前小男友也不同樣是被挖出來的,呵呵。我覺得,愛情這些東西是挺私人的啦,可以的話就盡量低調吧。

 

【2004/07/22-29/新加坡i-周刊第351期

 

 

 

Winnie Hsin - the rebellious angel

 

Angel, meant to heal wounds.

But, angel herself can get wounded.

Nevertheless, she grew stronger henceforth

And became more cheerful and rebellious.

 

When the angel removed the long gown of heaviness, and for the first time displayed the true self in her, the lightness is so pleasing.

 

"Really that sexy?"  Winnie can't help but asked when her new look in her new album was discussed.

 

“Actually, I have never thought about appearing as sexy.  When the photos turned out, many people, especially guys, when they saw them, were awed.  I had a shock myself, had never expected it."

 

"Of the many styles and looks in all the album, this new look is my favourite because I feel so relaxed and the effect is good.  Ha ha, in the past, I did not dare to manage my style/look, but after being in this circle for such a long time, I begin to know more about what I want or what suits me best."

 

It is common knowledge that Winnie has a pair of smooth and beautiful legs.  As a result, Winnie specially loves to buy high-heeled shoes and all kinds of leg accessories.

 

In the past, Winnie will only put on short skirts when she was overseas.  There was once when she was in a foreign country where she was being whistled at and approached by young chaps.    In another occasion in Spain, she even trailed after a handsome policeman into a pub and even plucked up her courage and asked to take a photo with him.  Unfortunately, the policeman was to shy and the photo did not turn out well.

In the past, Winnie used to be heavy-hearted.  Although this is not exactly not herself, but most only see this aspect of her.

 

"When others make your album, when others do your image, it is all other people's idea.  And when you are not careful, it is easy to become "another person".  Honestly, one knows best one's strengths and what is most suitable.  This time, my outfits are brighter and more colorful, and because these are the clothes I love to wear, I feel more comfortable in them and they also bring out my self-confidence.

 

In her new album, her long beautiful legs took up at least half of her album cover.  When asked if she is very confident about her legs, she suddenly turned shy.  "Actually, the record company and my friends have been suggesting to me for many years on this.  In the past, they will tell me my legs look good, I should show them.  After being pestered on this for so many years, this time, I suddenly overcame my own mental barrier and so I hesitate no more...“

 

"Now, no matter what I do, whether work or in my daily life, I just hope to live simply and be relaxed, then most importantly, is to be happy.  Perhaps this is because in the recent few years, things have been so uncertain.  Friends just leave like that, life is so short, why make life to difficult for myself?  After realising all these, it becomes much easier to let go of many things."

 

A wounded angel is more fearful of being alone.  Self-indulgence in pain will only make it more difficult for the wound to heal.  Better to suffer for a while than to have to bear with the pain for a long time.  After recovering, the heart knows no slightest tinge of regret.

 

Many years ago, when a young fan who nearly committed suicide heard her song "領悟" and was so touched by it that she changed her mind about seeking death.  Because of this incident, Winnie since then was known to be the song healer.  But when she needs healing, who will she turn to?

"Strictly speaking, it is still myself.  Because,  I feel that one still have to depend on oneself to walk out of sorrow and pain.  But I am very lucky, I have a few close friends who were with me and we went through those times when I was most down.  Because whenever I feel depressed, I need to talk to friends.  And some of these close friends will drag me out so that I won't be alone at home.  They would even drag me to stay with them.  I really feel very grateful to have them as my friends.  But having friends is not enough, I must also work very hard to get myself out of the pit.  I kept telling myself, "I don't want to live life this way, I want to make myself happy, I must have a new start.  So, you see, I still have to depend on myself."

 

As an aquarius, once Winnie falls in love, she will commit herself wholeheartedly.  It's really bad each time, but she rather choose to let go than drag on and on.  "You must recognise the facts.  No matter how how unwilling, putting aside self-pride and face problems, just let go."

 

Realisation, comes with so much pain.  Mortals, just so foolish.

 

"Humans, sometimes are just so cheapskate!  When one's life has always been so smooth, then oe can never know the sufferings in life.  One has to experience some pain and setbacks then one will learn humility in facing one's own weaknesses and the most ugly side of oneself."

 

Many perhaps will find it difficult to believe that the angel who sang "領悟“with so much bitterness, actually possesses the heart like a 10-year old girl.

 

No way, there is just simply no way I can relate the Winnie Hsin in my perception to the lady sitting before me, who at times laughs so heartily, and at times revealed through her eyes some sort of chil-likeness.  In an interview session in Taiwan, Winnie's colleague revealed that Winnie is simply like a 10-year old girl.  But, when she attended a Taro Cards programme in Taiwan, the host actually told er that she in fact like a 8-year old girl!

 

After Notes

 

When the heaven is filled with all kinds of angels, all the more we need a warm healer angel.  Wish that this angel will find her own shelter soon.

 

 Winnie's words:

 

Although I am already past 40, I still dream about prince charming on white horse and a romantic grand wedding ceremony, ha ha!

 

I travel on the plane very frequently.  Everytime, I will look forward to see who will be sitting beside me (P.S. no luck so far)

 

The most romantic thing I have ever done: Accept and fall in love with someone15 years younger than me, ridiculous enough? Ha ha!

My friends are all very worried about me, they all said, if I were to fall in love again, I willbe hurt again.  But, I still hope to find sooner  the man I like.  Regretful to those older ones, mascular ones and meloconic types. Ha ha!

 

Will I be delare openly about my next relationship?  Unless absolutely necessary.  Ha ha, news on my ex-junior boyfriend were also previously being digged out and uncovered, right?  I feel relationsip is a rather personal matter and if possible, I had rather have it lying low.